Mindlessly Devoted

valium. seroquel.
lost my aggressive streak. now i'm bored as hell.
demerol. effexor. lexapro.
what do you want from me? well, i don't want to know.
a state of quietude. a lack of energy.
i'm a recliner corpse. no more reality.
i am a pacifist. i am agreeable.
i've got a pharmacy inside my skull.

you want to see this through
but i don't know what to do
and though i scream inside, i'll be mindlessly devoted to you.

canker sores. homemade remedies.
the final days of thought. the end of everything.
i am devitalized. i am a zombie slave.
voodoo psychiatry. i promise i'll behave.
in your electroshock. in my autonomy.
chemical pain relief is so last century.
your broken other half. your twisted master plan.
i am a blow up doll. i am a wicker man.