a bag full of crickets
aftertouch
alpine revisited
aqueduct
arteest
aspirin
autophile
back where we started from
betrayer-seducer
big top
borealis
by logic
carisoprodol
catbird
catbird (alt. lyrics)
cedarwood
channel closed
covetous
crimson haze
cupid
dead out
decadence
deresonated
different
dimethyl sulfoxide
downs
effigy
espana
eulogy
eve raised up
everlasting
fade away
feverdream
great expectations
halogen
happy
hatred
heaven gel
heliotrope
helpless in a dream
high school
honeysuckle
hotfoot
hypochondria
idlewild
incandescent
inquisition rex
invasion
isosceles
jellywishes
johnny come lately
lethargy
little indian
lookit me im alternative
lullaby
masked fighter
meat impact
melange
memoriam
meringue
metallic peach
mindlessly devoted
moonbeach
mournful
nostalgia
not like you
nuclear girl
number one zero
nursery queen
of youth
one talent
opaque
pastures
pollen
potemkin must die
potemkins version
prefix
probably not an issue
pyrachnid
reflex
rose thirteen
rotting plaster
saline
sans kidney
shell
shrewd
solitaire
spigot
stability
stalking annie
state of disgrace
stitches
sweetlove
tapioca
the beginning and the end
the moderns
this moment
this ride i like
twine
unclean
videoblind
vitabuse
warm
wellbutrin
while im still young
withersoft

Potemkin Must Die

potemkin?



shrieking out and i can't complain.
must be up to old tricks again.
awake from violent reverie.
she sees me waking from my sleep.

her mind is like an open book
and i could step inside if only
if only i cared to look.

the risks of maintaining an open mind.



her eyes are like the stars i see
on nights when i run wild
and potemkin points them out to me.

this one is casseiopeia.



see, i've got a violent alter ego.
i'm not quite the ordinary guy.

i never meant to hurt you. i swear.


for me to love then i must kill potemkin.
for her to live, potemkin must die.

i didn't think anything would happen.
i'm sorry.
i think there's something you need to know.



caught in webs of dreams and shame
she says i haven't called for days.
and when i sense that she's drawn near
potemkin whispers in my ear.

her eyes are like the stars i see
on nights when i run wild
and potemkin points them out to me.

she's like an angel fallen from heaven.



and her blood thunders through her veins.
i feel it pulsing near
and yearn to see what secrets she contains.

we're not all the same. on the inside.



see, i've got a sullen alter evil.
wrapped up in complicated stimuli.

eyes forward. mind blank. eyes forward.


for her to love then i must kill potemkin.
for her to live potemkin must die.

it won't hurt very much.
after the first time, it's tolerable.
just trust me.
we'll be done soon.



she's pulling on the ropes that bind.
i've left the quiet world behind.
when she pleads for me to stand
potemkin reaches with my hands.

and her blood thunders through her veins.
i feel it pulsing near
and yearn to see what secrets she contains.

a penny for a pound of flesh.



and her lips are like the crimson wave
and when i fall apart
potemkin's there to sweep up the remains.

i don't think i've ever been so happy.



see, i've got a problem i can't handle.
it's hard enough to cover with a lie.

i don't believe it. i can't.


to face my love then i must kill potemkin.
for her to live, potemkin must die.

i don't know what came over me back there.
there's a moment when everything goes black
and the next thing i know, we're standing here.
i'm not sure what to think.
i'm sorry.
what have i done?